Hi...
Ok Hormones are for the birds...the birds and the bees I guess. Whatever but I really don't like their complexity or what they have done to me.
The GOOD news is that I have felt pretty darn GOOD that last couple of weeks. I keep kind of waiting for the next shoe to drop and for me to wake up not liking myself again. So far so good.
I wish it could be something you could turn on when you need it...you know like when you are going to have a baby the hormones play some sort of roll there but then you go through years and years of dealing with their decision to reek havoc on your life and there are no more babies destined to come from you. They are just there acting as if you still NEED them...but you don't. Personally I can do without them. I know I needed them when I was having Steve and all that is good and great..but now I really just want them to go away and leave me alone. Really is that too much to ask. Yeah, I know...of course it is too much to ask.
Anyway....I am by definition not old enough to be going through menopause but then again there are no rules written to say what the real age is.....it just happens when it happens. I am not saying that is what is happening here, who knows what is really happening or why...I have seen a naturopath doctor and am currently working on what she has suggested. She says that its just my body finally adjusting to the stress of my marriage and the stress of the split and restarting my life. This last year things have finally settled down....and now my body is falling apart...almost literally....ok no really.
Anyway I hope you are all doing well...I am doing better!!!
The GOOD news is that I have felt pretty darn GOOD that last couple of weeks. I keep kind of waiting for the next shoe to drop and for me to wake up not liking myself again. So far so good.
I wish it could be something you could turn on when you need it...you know like when you are going to have a baby the hormones play some sort of roll there but then you go through years and years of dealing with their decision to reek havoc on your life and there are no more babies destined to come from you. They are just there acting as if you still NEED them...but you don't. Personally I can do without them. I know I needed them when I was having Steve and all that is good and great..but now I really just want them to go away and leave me alone. Really is that too much to ask. Yeah, I know...of course it is too much to ask.
Anyway....I am by definition not old enough to be going through menopause but then again there are no rules written to say what the real age is.....it just happens when it happens. I am not saying that is what is happening here, who knows what is really happening or why...I have seen a naturopath doctor and am currently working on what she has suggested. She says that its just my body finally adjusting to the stress of my marriage and the stress of the split and restarting my life. This last year things have finally settled down....and now my body is falling apart...almost literally....ok no really.
Anyway I hope you are all doing well...I am doing better!!!
posted by Kylee at
9:15 PM
4 Comments:
nice to have u back -- glad you're feeling better...
glad to hear you're doing better. it does seem a little early for you to start that thank-less process. hopefully you'll have success with natural products.
good luck!
Hi Kylee, Good to see you back again. Menopause does make for good musicals.
Hi Kylee, hope you are doing ok. Nice to see you again. Menopause can sneak up at any age ... hope all goes well with you and it !!
Take care, Meow
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