Wednesday, July 05, 2006

One for the I CAN'T BELIEVE IT category

Guess what...Steve is coming home early. Yup......Dad said that he needs to send Steve home early. 3 Weeks early. His dad says that they have to move to another state again at the end of the month. Wow that's pretty fast moving huh....

I am both excited to get Steve back and so MAD. We worked hard to get ready for this trip.....I had plans for ME. I am working on defining WHO I am. The failed date I blame on me and my inability to know WHO I am. All I know how to be anymore is Steve's Mom and an employee. Those are the things I think I do relatively well. Other than that I still don't know HOW to be me. This was my time. I had a game plan. So I feel guilty for feeling cheated.

NOT to EVEN mention STEVE and his feelings. My gosh how much does this poor kid have to deal with. I know kids go through it everyday. Their parents disappoint them and cheat them out of the one thing they deserve...Time and attention. BUT I still don't think its fair that any of them have to go through it. Lets get our priorities straight people. Its all about the kids. Some effort would be appreciated. I COULD just scream.

Anyway dad wanted me to make all the arrangements for the change in flights etc.....I told him that he needs to do it. I will make it work whatever he does...Like I always do.

I love my Steve....I hope that I can be the best person I can be for him.

4 Comments:

Blogger Sometimes Saintly Nick said...

I am sure you're looking forward to Steve's homecoming, even under the circumstances.

7:35 PM  
Blogger Michelle said...

You ARE the best person you can be for your Steve, never doubt that :o)
It is all about the kids, it's sad when adults forget that. Steve is very fortunate that you never do :o)

5:53 PM  
Blogger No_Newz said...

I think by 6, kids are able to take the memories with them for life. Steve will remember you being there for him.
Lois Lane

8:35 PM  
Blogger Malika said...

Moving? Again? WOW he sure gets around... you think he could have waited until after his visit with Steve, instead of ruining Steves vacation; as well as yours. Good Luck.

11:00 PM  

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