One for the I CAN'T BELIEVE IT category
Guess what...Steve is coming home early. Yup......Dad said that he needs to send Steve home early. 3 Weeks early. His dad says that they have to move to another state again at the end of the month. Wow that's pretty fast moving huh....
I am both excited to get Steve back and so MAD. We worked hard to get ready for this trip.....I had plans for ME. I am working on defining WHO I am. The failed date I blame on me and my inability to know WHO I am. All I know how to be anymore is Steve's Mom and an employee. Those are the things I think I do relatively well. Other than that I still don't know HOW to be me. This was my time. I had a game plan. So I feel guilty for feeling cheated.
NOT to EVEN mention STEVE and his feelings. My gosh how much does this poor kid have to deal with. I know kids go through it everyday. Their parents disappoint them and cheat them out of the one thing they deserve...Time and attention. BUT I still don't think its fair that any of them have to go through it. Lets get our priorities straight people. Its all about the kids. Some effort would be appreciated. I COULD just scream.
Anyway dad wanted me to make all the arrangements for the change in flights etc.....I told him that he needs to do it. I will make it work whatever he does...Like I always do.
I love my Steve....I hope that I can be the best person I can be for him.
I am both excited to get Steve back and so MAD. We worked hard to get ready for this trip.....I had plans for ME. I am working on defining WHO I am. The failed date I blame on me and my inability to know WHO I am. All I know how to be anymore is Steve's Mom and an employee. Those are the things I think I do relatively well. Other than that I still don't know HOW to be me. This was my time. I had a game plan. So I feel guilty for feeling cheated.
NOT to EVEN mention STEVE and his feelings. My gosh how much does this poor kid have to deal with. I know kids go through it everyday. Their parents disappoint them and cheat them out of the one thing they deserve...Time and attention. BUT I still don't think its fair that any of them have to go through it. Lets get our priorities straight people. Its all about the kids. Some effort would be appreciated. I COULD just scream.
Anyway dad wanted me to make all the arrangements for the change in flights etc.....I told him that he needs to do it. I will make it work whatever he does...Like I always do.
I love my Steve....I hope that I can be the best person I can be for him.
posted by Kylee at
9:37 PM
4 Comments:
I am sure you're looking forward to Steve's homecoming, even under the circumstances.
You ARE the best person you can be for your Steve, never doubt that :o)
It is all about the kids, it's sad when adults forget that. Steve is very fortunate that you never do :o)
I think by 6, kids are able to take the memories with them for life. Steve will remember you being there for him.
Lois Lane
Moving? Again? WOW he sure gets around... you think he could have waited until after his visit with Steve, instead of ruining Steves vacation; as well as yours. Good Luck.
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