Wednesday, May 05, 2010

19 year old's pain titled... ME..

Someday he'll remember me and my love for him.

Someday maybe he'll care and think of all I did for him.

Someday when his life is right he'll realize that losing me was stupid of him.

Someday he'll try to find me and I'll thank him.

I'll thank him for helping me grow and I'll hate him for showing me love and its terrible pain.

I'll always love him and I'll always care, but deep inside I'll always hate him for hating me.

He'll never know the kind of pain I felt, and never again will he get the love and caring I gave him.

To him I wish all the best, except in love.

To that I hope he never feels the kind of love I felt for him. So he can be as lonely as I am now for all his life.

14 Comments:

Blogger Punkette said...

Ohh Mi God!! I hope you dont mind that I, a mere stranger is commenting on your blog. But I can so feel this post. The frustration of loving someone that you just KNOW you were meant to be with and doesn't reciprocate. Its tough. A place I wouldn't wish anyone to be in

1:01 AM  
Blogger The Yellow Porcupine said...

The good news is that you are 19 - there are many more loves ahead for you; embrace them all!

8:26 AM  
Blogger The Aspiring Guitarist said...

aww hang in there

11:43 AM  
Blogger forever-young said...

i dont know you either, but i can relate to this so much, about him showing you the pain love can bring! good luckx

3:15 PM  
Blogger olivia said...

Always remember,everything happens for a reason.. you deserve someone better..goodluck =)

7:40 AM  
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Anonymous yui said...

Hi! I'm behind you.
Good luck!

6:15 AM  
Blogger Heather said...

Sweetheart, no he won't "someday." Let him go.
Love isn't all about romance and fluttery feelings...it's more about sacrifice and selflessness. When you find a man who considers your needs before his own, and is willing to stand by you in moments of lovely and unlovely both...then let yourself love him with romantic flutteryness. And learn to love him with selfless consideration even in HIS "unloveliness" too. Love that lasts is never easy - this thing of love is hard work. Learn now to love those around you, so when you do meet a loving man - you recognize it and know how to love in return. :) Hang in there darlin'.

7:53 AM  
Blogger BusyB said...

what a great post : ) time goes fast you will see!

2:41 PM  
Blogger jelhilollipop said...

pain is a part of love
and you cant avoid that
just move on...

8:50 AM  
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